Anger, Felt so helpless

meaningful

2005-07-07T15:54:00.000+08:00

Around the corner I have a friend, In this great city that has no end.
Yet the days go by, and the weeks rush on.
And before I know it a year has gone.
And I never see my old friends face, For life is a swift and terrible race.
He knows I like him just as well, As in the days when I rang his bell.
And he rang mine if, we were younger then.
And now we are busy, tired men.
Tired of playing a foolish game, Tired of trying to make a name.
Tomorrow; I say, I will call on Jim.
Just to show I am thinking of him.
But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes, And distance between us grows and grows.
Around the corner! - yet miles away, Here's a telegram sir, Jim died today.
And that's what we get and deserve in the end.
Around the corner, a vanished friend.
Remember to always say what you mean.
If you love someone - tell them.
Don't be afraid to express yourself.
Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you,
because when you decide that it is the right time, it might be too late.
Seize the day, Never have regrets. Most importantly stay close to your friends and family, for they have helped make you the person you are today.

important to all my frenz

2005-05-31T12:55:00.000+08:00

I maybe going on a long long long vacation, not confirm... Maybe maybe latest tml after 12 midnight wil be confirm... I may be gone forever or maybe not... Not confirm yet... wil keep u all updated...

yours sincerely:
josephine

I'm so angry, so sad...

2005-05-23T19:42:00.000+08:00

I work in a ktv pub, its more for senior citizen club. Their more fussy than the young ones but they adores me. I got a colleague JOREEN who keep backstabbing me alot of time, due to jealousy and i win her in everything.. I tolerate her for 5 mths plus and due to i can't take exam, i quit.

Since janurary to the day i stop schooling, i'm like a dead walking zombie.. Every mom-fri i've to go to school and study regardless its in the morning or afternoon class and i'm very tired anot. Morning section after sch i need to rush hm to do homework then rush for work. For afternoon section afer sch i need to rush to work immediately.. During this period my working place got alot of open and private functions so very tired.

Everyday not enough rest/sleep, not enough eat due to busy.. As days goes by, my health is getting weaker n weaker always fall sick n lost my voice 3 times.. No time to meet my frenz or contact them.. I where got time, haiz...

Finally i need to send my exam fee over to UK to take my exam in singapore, this day has come. I waiting for my salary so can pay for my exam fee but due to something, its a dishonoured cheque. I'm so angry n sad about this.. It make me miss my this time exam.
Just 1 day, i'll be able to send my exam fee over to UK by air mail.Just 1 day i'll be able to take my exam.
Due to dishonoured cheque fm my salary in april, i'm unable to send my exam fee to UK. This results in i can't take my exam, i've to temporary stop sch and wasted my course fee..

For all the effort i put in morning study, nite working have gone down to drain..